The Story So Far

HERE I GO HERE I GO HERE I GO........

2004-07-07T03:37:49Z

Thats the new LJ add me.

I am in seattle i miss eveyone already love you guys! ! !

jay

numo1stunna @ 2004-07-05T17:48:00

2004-07-06T01:40:01Z

This is to all my friends who will not be accompying me to Seattle i love you all and i am taking this LJ space to tell you how much i love all of you individually........

Whitney Whitney: I LOVE YOU SOOOOOO MUCH, and i will miss you sooooo much. It is sad that i am leaving now and you are leaving later cause its like we should use this time before your big move to spend lotsa time together. unfortunantly now we have to travel even farther to hang and that is somewhat of an inconvienience (?). I will definently miss your slurpees and vodka and drinking off them at random times when you are not paying attention, and sometimes are paying attention, either way i shall miss that. I LOVE YOU and I am excited for you to visit, COME SOON! ! !

Rachel: NOW YOU ARE FINALLY HOME........and now we are leaving, bitches and ho's! ! ! Remember the one time we watched Patrick Swayze's sweet ass in slow motion. YEAH I know i do! ! ! I LOOOOOOOOVE YOU and will miss you oh so much. I think that i am actually going to kidnap you and make you stay in seattle with us cause that would be awesome and one big PART A (hahaha what comes before PART B? PARTAY! ! ! ! ) Yeah i love you COME TO SEATTLE AND VISIT.....BITCH. oh i am sorry i do not mean to use that tone with you. LOVE YA

Kristin: HAHAHA Freshmen year volleyball was BOMB! ! ! Remember the days of sophomore year when, jen and i had to take care of your drunk ass all the time?!?! yeah me too! ! ! its cool i would still do it now if you were still an alcoholic, but you are not and thats GREAT! ! !! You are definently a good organizer so organize a trip to seattle to visit. HEY one thing we will never get to experience again.......CISPUS AND THAT SUCKS CAUSE I LOVE THAT PLACE! ! ! alright well i love you, keep it real and fresh. I LOOOOOVE YOU.

Kris Perry: Why do we call you that?!?!?! i say WHY NOT?!?!? its awesome! ! ! I personally like the new one K.PERRY! !! I am going to be sad that we will not be able to have Dashboard Confessional anymore, i think that was my favorite thing EVER.......I will miss you being the only boy in the XljcX, (X's dont mean straight edge either right?!?!?) HEY thanks for being 21. Now IF you ever do come visit you can bring us "gifts" and by gifts i mean alcohol cause you like minors......i mean to buy for minors! ! ! I LOOOOOOVE YOU, SLUT! ! !

Leigh: SLUUUUUUUUUUT, I dont even know how much i am going to miss you because i know that you will be up all the time visiting us, remember you are SLUT OF THE MONTH! ! It should really be SLUT OF THE YEAR THOUGH! ! ! you know how we do. You are the First guest of the slut convention and you should be proud of that title! ! ! hahaha remember SOFTBALL, where we were lik 10 hahaha that was fun! ! ! ! we were badass I LOVE YOU, come up all the time like i know you will.

Jared: I seriosuly LOVE YOU sooooooo much like i dont think that you realize. I havnt seen you in like 3 weeks and thats fucked up and it pisses me off. I know that you are like not allowed to talk to girls or anything so whateva i know exactly whats up. BUT 3rd period wouldnt have been nearly as cool without you........having you as my 3rd period myspace buddy was awesome and funny. My favorite comments were the ones that i got when you were sitting right next to me! ! ! and they were always soooo good, you do leave the best comments! ! ! soooooo i will miss you soooooo much i am already feeling that now becuase of the fact i never see you, it shouldnt be like that. but whateva come visit anytime cause you know that you are welcome whenever! ! ! ! LOVE YA LOTS! ! !

Blake: YOU MY BOY BLAKE AND I LOVE YOU! ! ! ! You make me feel real pretty and i know you will come visit whenever you get the chance cause you know that you are always more then welcome too. Remember the first time we went to seattle for jennifer's birthday.........GOOD TIMES HAHAHAHA YEAH RIGHT. It was awesome though that you came and it is nothing but memories. I LOVE YOU and i shall be down to see you all the time as well. Keep it real for us down here, LOVE YOU! ! !

Kurtis: You are awesome and i already miss you cause i never get to see you and thats not right. I think that we should definently hang out. WE TALKED LAST NIGHT and it was nice. I am glad that we decided to hang out.....even though i am leaving tomorrow i shall return to hang. You know that you and heather are always more then welcome to come up anytime. It would be a blast hey we could all even hit up a punk RAWK show and punk RAWK dance. Good luck to you and heather I hope that everything works out and you guys have a great time living in MONMOUTH HAHAHAHAH. sorry thats not funny. hahaha yeah but i love you and you are one of my best friends. WAY TO BE AWESOME, LOVE YA LOTS.

Roze Art: You guys get one together, I am sooooooo glad that everything is going so well cause i really love both of you. Congrats on your new apartment it sounds fantastic! ! ! I really really want you guys to come and visit in seattle real soon so then we can compare apartments and see who's is more awesome. hahahaha and you know i want to hang out and stuff. Dont worry we will watch the love lounge with more then just febreeze, but you know it is called the love lounge for a purpose and you cant expect any less.Oh man i am gonna miss singing REGGIE with you guys thats always awesome! ! ! Anyways good luck and I LOVE YOU BOTH SOOOOOO MUCH, Keep it real in Albany fo sho, LOVE YA! ! !

Then there is always the kids i will miss just seeing around cause they are awesome i shall name them so they do not feel left out: Olivia (yay for seattle on that one), Spencer, Chad, Ana, Gary, Jaron, Dean, Kody, Robbie, Morgan, Melissa, Katie, Dane, Ron, all the portland shows kids who i always see around and thats really all.

alright well i think that is a mojority of the people if i missed you let me know i will write you a huge little letter thing telling you how great you are and how much i will miss you. maybe even a little memory that we shared. I LOVE YOU ALL AND WILL MISS YOU ALL (man i have said that a lot) KEEP IT REAL IN THE X360X AND X503X FO ME! ! ! !

xJAYx

yeah there was fireworks........

2004-07-05T20:00:08Z

The 4th of July for the most part was waaaaay effing awesome. I was soooooo happy that all my BEST FRIENDS were together all at one time like the "old days"! it was great and makes me sad to think that they will not be there for me once i move cause they will be 3 hours away. Oh well they are all in my heart 3 hours away! ! !

After Jennifer's we ended up going to the Fort, on the way there we saw XmikeX and Taryn and Heather....but no Kurtis......i called him though and we had a nice conversation that made me happy.

The Fort was pretty lame and there were waaaaay to many people there the fireworks were alright, same every year though. Its always nice to have that tradition though! !

Alright well kids i am going to seattle tomorrow and hopefully we are moving into the apartment soon so that you can all come and visit. We have to wait for the manager to call us back, i hope it is this week though! ! ! It should be, but ok I LOVE YOU, jay

HEY.......VANCOUVER MALL SUCKS

2004-07-03T23:47:48Z

I really dislike the people that attend the mall on a regular basis. I realize that I used to be one of those people, but going there today made me irritated. What a bunch of ass's they should get kicked in the face. I am glad that i am moving where people will not annoy me as much.....at least i hope.

Last night Jennifer and Rosa stayed the night we rented CSI the second season and Elephant, let me just say that i was real dissapointed in that movie. I think that it had a real awesome meaning behind it, but there were too many run on random parts. It was funny when we saw Willy in the background though. Did he die in the movie too?!?!?

Tonight i have no idea what i am going to do Rosa doesnt get off work till 7 and then i dont know what is up after that. its a saturday night i feel like i should do soemthing last night was my "movie night" i wanna go out! !! WHO IS UP FOR THE QUEST?!?!?! hahahaha that would be amazing!

Rosa and I also saw dodgeball last night and i liked it, not as funny as i thought it would be, but definently a good flick. alright i am out for now. PEOPLE CALL ME IF YOU wanna HANG OUT! ! !

p.s. i got new shoes for $7 they are awesome and EVERYONE has them! ! !

theres a place off ocean avenue, where i used to sit and talk to you, we were both 15......

2004-07-02T20:08:06Z

It felt so right sleeping all day staying up all NIGHHHHHHHT. oh man finally blake helped us get the first lines of that song, BLAKE ROCKS! ! !

So yesterday after a long day of looking we fnally found it the one we shall call the slut convention.

Happy 21 Birthday

Kris Perry! ! ! ! !

I LOVE YOU

One year ago yesterday we met, and then one year ago today Kaci was in town, we ate at red robin for your birthday, I met Kody for the first time, and we went and hung out at Lincoln Elementary...........

HELP ME! ! !

2004-06-29T05:05:50Z

What are the first lines to the Ocean Avenue song?!?!?! it is stuck in rosa and mines head and we dont know the begining. I dont like yellowcard, but this is really bothering me! ! ! HELP! ! !

numo1stunna @ 2004-06-27T13:11:00

2004-06-27T20:30:13Z

Last night Rosa and I were in seattle. We heard that Finch was playing Katie-seattle told us were and so we went to hang out. We prolly would have went in if it hadnt been 21 and over whateva dude, everyone knows that there are prolly only like 5 finch fans over 21. Even though that kinda sucked we sat by the back door and listened there. Then we made some awesomely cool friends, then we went to Dick's with Randy and Alex and vaux. that was silly, Jana met us there OH HOW I LOVE THAT GIRL. By the way I HATE HER CAR, well i mean i hate her car for being so mean to her. Then we went bowling that was fun i lost REAL bad. Then Vaux and Randy came to the bowling alley that was silly as well.

hmmmm and that was my saturday I hope mah girls and boy had fun camping! ! ! LOVE YA, jay

money money money money........MONEY

2004-06-23T22:16:27Z

I got a check in the mail today for $100 and already 80 of that is gone because i owe my mom money for whatever bill i have to pay this month.

I am going to go take a shower. i feel real dirty.

P.S. I met a boy last night and i think that we are soul mates. He was wearing an ANDREW W.K. shirt. boy i loved him! ! !

smooshed in the front and all flippy in the back

2004-06-21T22:49:36Z

hmmmmm.......last night i think was very amazing! ! ! It started out being REAL hott and then stayed REAL hott for a long time then luckily it cooled down outside. The venue was still hott, but not as bad as it had been previously. We really only watched Gatsby's, but they were amazing even though they did play a real short set they made it worth it.

Of course we had them sign a slut convention poster. While we were asking nic to sign it he looked at me and said "sorry i couldnt go to prom with you" It was really weird. He says such a thing becuase on myspace i left gatsby's a comment that was asking them to go to prom with me. I didnt know that he would have realized it was me and then have said something aboot it. It was crazy, but funny very unexpected.

After the show we went to Blake's it was "bumpin" so i myspaced it up in blakes room.....HAHAHAH. After that Rosa, Kristin, Ron, Jennifer and I all went to Denny's. That was a good time, cause now i have a new boyfriend I dont know who he is, but he is mine. HE WAS REALLY DRUNK! ! ! hahaha YES! ! !

Well thats all, EXCEPT we did capture many moments it shall be awesome to look at all the pictures. alright though i am out.

slit wrists and sleeping with the girl next door

2004-06-20T21:06:05Z

The other night i think thursday i dyed my hair a fun new color. well the bangs are blonde and there is blonde underneath and then a few streaks of blonde. I needed a change so i thought what the hey? its fun though im digging it so far, thats if my bangs behave.

Yesterday me and jennifer dropped off rosa at work and then went to the jenoah show. It was a good time, the one boy in jenoah was silly. he wanted to be a member of the slut convention, and i told him that he could. cuase i am an idiot, hahah whateva. Then this boy from this one band wanted to be our friend so we talked with him for a little while, he was nice and we told him that we dug their mini metal breakdowns, hahah they were funny. We had jenoah sign a slut convention poster i think that they would all like to come to it someday. You know its good when people come......

Yeah on thursday Rosa and I went to the Blink 182 and No Doubt show. MAN THAT WAS AMAZING. I think that No Doubt definently stole the show though, they were really amazing and gwen stefani is a hottie. Then we had phantom planet sign something for the slut convention that was awesome. Working our charm we totally didnt have to wait in the long line so that was awesome.

Jennifer and I adopted Rosa and we love her and she is our new daughter we sign the papers today. I think this calls for a party! ! !

all mah new shit

2004-06-17T22:59:49Z

-the yeah yeah yeah's cd
-guns 'n' roses greatest hits
-little monsters on dvd
-the best of will ferrel
-the new underoath cd (it is waaaaaay amazing)

this is what i get for wanting more

2004-06-17T20:23:38Z

Tonight is blink 182/no doubt i am soooo excited. I have been wanting to see no doubt for a really long time, the fact that blink 182 is there too makes it even more super! ! !

I realize that i havnt updated in a while, all i really have to say is that i miss my boys from school. and my new best friends from hello goodbye are going to hang out at the slut convention.

P.S. the motion city soundtrack player is a amazing and can do awesome hand stands! ! ! oh yeha and its really effing hott out. i have nothing to do until aboot 5:30 call me if you wanna hang out. right now i am going to watch movies! ! !

They dont love you like i love you

2004-06-15T07:14:07Z

Today=graduation and good quality time with friends that i am going to miss soooooo much.

First jaron and i went to cold stone and then fred meyers that was a good time i bought a movie (little monsters) and the yeah yeah yeah's cd.

After that I went back to school and hung out there for a little bit and had people sign my yearbook and what not. I love everyone and will miss them very much. well not EVERYONE! ! ! Then i took jared and billy with me to go get candy land to go to whitney K's going away "surprise" party. that was a good time i will miss that girl with all my heart. After that jared and candy land went with me back to my house so that i could get ready and then i took jared to school and then me and candy land went to muchas.

Then i was off to graduation, it was a good time not as emotional as i anticipated. It was nice though i am glad that it all ended that way. Now I am starting to feel a little irritated though and my feelings have been hurt numerous times tonight. I mean it was pretty much jennifer, kristin, jenna and I's why do people have to fuck it up. For some it is the last time that i would see them for a long time so why would they not even say anything to us......ass that hurts.

now i am a little sad thinking aboot everything that went on and i am getting kind of emotional liek why do people act like that? I really do not understand what anybody did. whateva i am not going to worry aboot it just know that I would never do anything like that.

i dont think that this makes sense at all, but its ok i understand and thats all that matters.

If my life were a movie i would want it to be dirty dancing! ! !

2004-06-13T21:41:05Z

Yeah so i am loaded thats cool.
me and Rosa are going to Blink 182/No Doubt i am waaaaaaaay excited. thanks to jennifer's cousin getting better seats.
Today is Kristin's grad party i am very excited its like graduation is all coming together and its really gonna happen, i am starting to feel the effects of it now. i think that i am getting a little upset with it now, but we will see tomorrow.
today i talked to auntie pate about moving and she is going to help me find a job.

ROSA AND JENNIFER: Auntie is gonna talk to her manager to get us an apartment in her building. so that we can have a two bedroom for waaaaaay effing cheap.

Also Auntie pate is going to help me get a job i dont know were she said something aboot starbucks cause uncle ray used to work at the starbucks offices, so we will see. They said that i can move up anytime and it looks as though i am going to be living with auntie pate now. So you all have to coem and visit me it will be a good time.

alright well i am going to go now thanks to everyone who came to my grad party it really meant a lot to me. Everyone who didnt and wanted to I am very sorry i couldnt get service out in Ridgefield, but thanks for the thought and i was thinking of all you. I LOVE YOU ALL, jay

P.S. i got 3 new cds
my chemical romance (three cheers for sweet revenge)
new found glory (catalyst)
scarlet (cult classic)
alright i am out

ATTENTION

2004-06-12T18:22:26Z

Today is the day, it is my graduation party. If you are my friend and you are not there i will be very upset. here is the info one more time just in case you crazy kids were not paying attention the first 500 times.

starts at 2
it is out in ridgefield at my dads house it is really easy to get to though,just take the fairgrounds exit.
call me for further directions or any other information. 360-607-3788

Gold chains and cadillacs......awwww hell yeah

2004-06-10T22:52:18Z

Yeah so today was kinda sad. I have the few people that i am going to miss the most, but i am going to miss them SOOOOO MUCH. It sucks i mean even if i wasnt moving i would still miss them with all my heart caus ei know i would never see them over the summer. Man i love them all! ! ! I will always be back down for shows and shit, but it is sad to think that i couldnt just call one of them up and be like "hey you wanna hang out". yeah i think this whole entry is one big emotional mess.

On a happier note i am pumped (what!?!?!?) to graduate. tomorrow we get our cap and gowns and then there are numerous graduation parties to go to this weekend. including my very own. but yeha i think that i am going to go eat or something i love you all. CAUTION: THE CUT BELOW IS INTENSE YOU WILL KNOW IF IT APPLIES TO YOU.

So.....you know what i really hate? when people think they know who i am and think they know how i should act. I hate when people tell me that i am too something it pisses me off. Thats just who i am, and i dont give a fuck what people think. Whateva if you dont like the way that i am then fucking leave me alone. I HATE IT MORE THEN ANYTHING. Sometimes people should just keep there fucking mouths shut.....BITCHES. I dont think that most people know how important my friends are to me, and that pisses me off as well. You fuck with them and your fucking dead. so pretty much dont question the things that i do or try to tell me who i am or who i should try and be. Yeah thats my complaining deal with it. this doesnt even apply to over half the people who read this actually no one at all. I LOVE ALL YOU! ! !

REDRUM, REDRUM

2004-06-10T21:32:39Z

CAN YOU TELL THATS WHAT IT IS? i dont think so

dont have much time for sympathy

2004-06-09T22:34:48Z

so today i did nothing but work, i printed out so many pictures. They weren't even that great either i am disspointed with the negatives. well they would have been alright, but i jus was lazy and didnt want to clean them. Whateva dude, i need to put my book together now. I dont know what the text is goona be in it, but it shall be something spectacular.

So last night I found out that the thing coming out of my hand is an infection I think that i am going to have my dad take me to the doctor to get it taken care of, if they can even do anything for it. I know that it is filled with a whole bunch of goo though and thats sick.

Tomorrow is the last day of classes (i cant say school cause we still have to go on friday) but yeah pretty much. I am going to be a little sad. I am going to miss my little underclassmen friends. yeah yeah, but everything will be ok cause then i move to seattle and party it up everyday until then. (party it up= staying at home and sleeping ALL DAY)

"PLEEEEASE DOOOON'T LEEEEAVE MEEEE WITHOUT SAYING GOODBYE"

2004-06-09T03:05:42Z

So last night i started packing for the big move. I kinda am starting to get a little sad, i am going to miss everyone sooo much and i know that i will be down here all the time, but it just won't be the same.

I am waaaaaay excited for graduation, but i am not looking forward to it after there is nothing to do. MAYBE A MOVIE?!?!?! ohhh that could be fun! ! !

I should get back yo packing though i love all of you and i want to hang out with everyone before I leave. First things first though you all need to hang out with WHIT A KNEE K cause she is going to be alot further away then me. and i know that you will all miss her just as much as i will (which is a LOT) alright im out.

Im bored entertain me.......

2004-06-08T05:20:02Z

So.... gradutaion is what?!?! 7 days away, yeah thats fucking insane and i cannot wait. I should really go and get the other adresses so that i can send out the rest of my announcments. That is kinda important.

The night of gradution jennifer and i need something to do cause we are not going to the graduation party. It is a monday night, but someone should come and party with us somewhere it will be a blast and there is no school the next day yay! ! ! These are all the people coming to our graduation:

+Rosa
+cara
+kris perry
+amanda
+natasha
+whitney
+roze
+art
+jared (he is doing something for VP though)

and then of course the graduates:

-me
-jennifer
-leigh
-kristin

it should be a great time and i am sooo glad that everyone is going to be there to share it with us. Remeber kids my graduation party is saturday the 12th at 2. I fyou have any questions call me at 607-3788. or if you would just like to go then call me. ahh yes and if you need directions cause you prolly will. alright well i am out, jay

here we go again.....

2004-06-07T23:09:10Z

So today is WHITNEY K'S GRADUATION SO NOW EVERYONE NEEDS TO GO TELL THAT GIRL CONGRATS AND HOW MUCH THEY LOVE HER ESPECIALLY SINCE SHE IS LEAVING VERY SOON.

WHITNEY, I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH AND I AM VERY PROUD OF YOU. DONT FALL AT GRADUATION, HAVE FUN AT THE PARTY! ! ! I LOVE YOU

oh no.....

2004-06-07T05:10:13Z

My mom just kicked my ass....i suck

uh oh

2004-06-06T22:40:09Z

Is this really very mature?!?!?

GO NOW

2004-06-06T21:00:46Z

EVERYONE GO TELL ROSA HAPPY GRADUATION.....TODAY SHE GRADUATES AND IS THE FIRST PERSON FROM THE XLJCX for the 2004 class.....HARDCORE IN 2004 BITCHES.

ANYWAYS......

CONGRATULATIONS ROSA MY LOVE, I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH AND I AM SOOOOO PROUD OF YOU! ! !

check the new layout DOOOOOOD......

2004-06-06T02:44:52Z

Yeah I did it myself and it took FOREVVVVVVVVER, FOOOOORRRRRREEEVVVEEERRRR. serioudly though it took so long. I was doing it cause i am all alone and i have nothing better to do cause i am poor. I miss those times when i had lots of money those were the good days. What happened to it all. oh yeah food.....oh well i know now that i am not going to be able to spend money the way i do when i move to seattle.

The schedule for tonight: WATCH MOVIES AND NOT FALL ASLEEP WHILE DOING SO.

Monday is senior skip day and there is nothing to do. Rosa baby i think that we should party after your graduation.

alright i am out im gonna go back to listening to new found glory cause they make me extremely happy.